Sunday, September 14, 2008
TODAY IS 中秋节 !
And i dont get to go down, cause it was raining / rained ! hmph.while others are downstair playing with sparkles and lanterns. ):Oh cool, my brother's bottle of glue just exploded.. HAHAHHA. The whole living room floor has glue. Even my mum's room door. nice..And then, he starts to mop the floor. haha, he must have been reallllyy pissed by my mum for not letting him go down.Hmm.. This morning woke up at 4.30am. Told myself, "hey, still early, i shall sleep for half an hour more". Amazingly, i really fell asleep, sitting on the bed. Then when i fell back onto the pillow, i woke up, and BOOM ! It was 6.13... 0: !!!! So i quickly got out of bed, rushed to the toilet, took a SUPER super quick bath. 10 mins or so.. Managed to reach the church canteen on time.. (:left the canteen at 8.45 am...I SERIOUSLY SCREWED TODAY'S DUTY.The truth is, after almost 10 months in Av, today was the first time i was clicking the first part of the mass, the I confess and all..And oh gosh. Minggu went " EHHH ", so i huh? oh no. And clicked 'clear' . The later someone else in the room went, " EH EH EH " then i " OH SHEEEKS " and clicked ' clear' again. GOSHH...Bad way to start of a morning man. Throughout the entire thing i was damm scared Mr T was going to talk to me or sth. )):Even Andrew was abit... ))):But after peace-be-with-you, it all seemed better...Went back to the canteen to help out. After we were done, we went to the catecist room. Then i followed Andrea, Justin and Ivan to eat lunch. Then i somehow followed Ivan back to church. Then we ( or mostly he ) brought Justin's bag and his back to Thompson Plaza to meet Andrea and Justin again. mmhmm...Then we all walked to the bus stop. Took the same bus. I dropped off with Andrea and Justin. They were going to the same condo .. One going home , the other going to Matthew's house i think. So i walked to the bus stop. Took a bus back. Sat on a bus. Got off the bus. And went home. After a while, my mum said " oh, your dad is going back to the workshop, your brother is going for tuition, i am going for my appoinment." oh, yes, i was left home alone again. Then later at around 7 , my parent came home and brought us out for dinner. Say what, it's ba yue shi wu re, must eat dinner together as a family. I dragged myself out of the house and went. haha. Ate downstairs nick's house.. Of all places. But i wasnt properly dressed anyway.. Met Uncle Adam, Ashley and Nick. Then my mum said, oh no it's late, we must go home tmr got school.. So we didnt go upstairs and went home straight. But my dad seemed to enjoy the steamboat soup there. He kept drinking the soup...That's about all for today...EXAMS ARE COMING.. PANIC ! - end -sigh... you are seriously in to her luh. why bother asking you inthe first place. i'd rather not talk to you anymore.. talking to you only gets me even more jealous. seeing you two together already gets me abit.. ahem. maybe the other time i told you to say yes, maybe it was the wrong choice. maybe i shouldnt have told you to say yes. maybe all this wont be the same. maybe i wouldnt be even trying to avoid you , running away from you, finding someone new to like, just so that she wont hate me. just so that you two will not have me involved. i thought we could still be damm close friends after you said yes. but apparantly, you dont seem to be able to do that. i cant do that. that will only spoil your relationship luh.. the worse thing is that i cant even tell you why i'm not talking to you, why i'm so cold towards you. why i wont even look at you, what more smile. why i'm always running around you and making myself busy everytime you are around. just so that i wont see you. just so that i wont need to face you. just so that i wont need to talk to you. especially when she is around... i dont like this.. i dont know.. maybe i still ly after all..
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